Friday, 11 May 2012

Week 31 - Crushing Dreams & Tearing Up


Thursday #32 - this Thursday kicked off with some early morning messages from DTM somewhere in Central America.  I was on The Scientist’s bedroom floor and conscious that any phone noises may wake her up, so tried to keep the conversation brief.  He sent a map of his current exotic location and I sent one back…with a completely random location that left me wondering what drugs my phone’s GPS was on.  It was early in the morning but I was fairly confident I had not somehow gone to sleep in Forestville and woken up in Mosman.  After yet another interrupted sleep, it wasn’t long before my alarm was going off and I was getting up to head off to uni.

Getting the bus into the city from DTM’s hood reminded me of Friday mornings where he would completely ignore me in favour of his ipad/ipod/iphone and end up getting to work on time while I was without fail late to uni.  Not surprisingly, without free movies the night before and DTM on board pretending not to know me, I made it to uni right on time.

First up was colour vision, which is a bit of a personal fav when it comes to clinic.  I imagine colour vision will lose some of its appeal once I start breaking the news to people that they’re not gonna get the job they’re going for; but so far my patients have all taken the bad news quite well.  The father of our 14 year old army cadet patient seemed disappointed for his son when we told him a career in the defence force was probably out of the question; but his mother could not have been happier to hear that news!

After a morning of shattering people’s dreams it was off to the shops to buy The Marge a present for Marge’s Day.  Shopping done and a quick El Maco stop for lunch and I was heading home to change my shoes ahead of the afternoon’s clinic.  Back to uni for a riveting tutorial with The Plural Confuser, M-Dizzle won herself 10 cents in a bet with The Italian that we would not learn anything in that hour.  Why The Italian would bet against that I have no idea.  At 5pm I was farewelling my usual clinic team as they headed home and I stayed on to make up the contact lens clinic I had missed on Thursday #26.  Had I known I would be returning 6 weeks later to make it up, I’m not so sure that day in bed would’ve looked so appealing.

Contact lens clinic did not go well.  I was reunited with The Seems-Nice-But-Is-She-Really Supervisor, who I struggle to take seriously at the best of times due to a ridiculous voice that sounds like I should be paying $5 a minute to listen to.  The patient and the consultation were fairly straight forward, but the wrong question at the wrong time saw me having an emotional breakdown in clinic.  If only this was the first time this had happened.  The Seems-Nice-But-Is-She-Really Supervisor did her best to console me/calm me down; but her probing questions about my dislike of what I have spent the past 5 years studying, surprisingly were not helping the situation.  Eventually she left me alone with my tissues and water to try and compose myself and make a sneaky exit from clinic without anyone noticing I had just lost the plot.  I’m not sure anyone was fooled but they were polite enough not to mention it.

It’s safe to say this Thursday was not my best day in a week that started with supervisors questioning where my words had gone and ended with them questioning where my brain had gone.  I’ve said similar things before, but I’m pretty confident that next week can only go up from here.


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